Beautiful and poignant story, Amy! The pain and doubt and trust, all mixed together, you've experienced is something I know a lot of mothers experience. Thank you for your honesty and courage in sharing your journey, and your children's journey, with healing.
I never mention workshops and events I do outside of Medium, but your story is the kind of story that inspired me to put together a course on awakened mothers ... led, of course, by awakened mothers:
https://patrickpaulgarlinger.com/consciousmother
🙏💖